Friday, October 14, 2005
upset
im really upset today...
the morning started out fine. the only problem was that i was completely shattered, having slept only 3 hours last night. was mugging "Monkey's Paw", and chinese. managed to completely everything. however, i got a lecture from my mum this morning, abt me using too much of the computer and not having enough rest. oh well, i know she meant well, but sigh. nvm.
we had our English Paper in the first period. 1 hour, and it was barely enough for me. but at least i completed it lar. lalala. The unseen poem test was hard. (some very talented poet... (ahem.. u know who u are) must be gloating at my misery now. but still, i think i did pretty well.... hopefully xDthen we had the chinese paper. 2 hours, and that was sufficient. yay. but the effects of the 3-hour sleep were starting to manifest. and even the Clorets were not enough to keep me awake. and i lost concentration in the 2nd hour of the test. >.< argh. that was the first tthing that upsetted me today.after school, i had lunch wif Timothy, Yin Rong and Dixon at KFC. had quite a nice time. (they are really funny ppl, more humorous than some sithlord somewhere. hemhem. all 1Hians should noe who im talking abt:P) then i went home with Timo and Yin Rong. went all the way to Tampines wif Yin Rong to buaya. xD jus kidding. then, when i returned home from Tampines,i heard something that really upsetted me on the bus. here's a transcript of their convo.
Girl A: whoa. that new ITE(that Simei one) very high-class hor?(as we passed an ITE under construction that is due for completion soon)
Girl B: yar lor! (in a joking manner) u wanna go there ar?!
Girl A: choy! ITE is only for stupid people!!!the people there are all brainless people!(i din mean to eavesdrop, but they were really loud!)
Well, i dunno what they said next... i was overwhelmed with anger. ITE students are not stupid, they're also talented in their own right! that's a completely unjustified stereotype. all rite, they might no excel in their academics, but that does not deter them from becoming a word-class footballer or an entrepreneur! also, what's the point of getting straight A's for your academics if you haf a weak character and poor moral values? can u write all over your face," i got 11 A1s for 'O' Levels"? what people notice is the way you conduct yourself. and ur character is what people admire or despise u for... not your results!!! hope i will never hear such comments from anybody, ever again...
feeling really mixed upright now. dunno y. jus feeling tt way.
byebye.
*no escape from reality*